13.o3.2oo6 mondayy

from last night to this morning at abt 4am, i finally got a glimpse of slpp.. YAYY!

today is no better than any other days ba. i woked up dmn early at 4am. stared at e ceiling then decided to wake dear up to talk to me. e 2 of us chatted over e phone for abt 6hrs till its 1o.. then i go online for awhile. haiis. in between e conversations there were occasional long awkward slicence.

supposed to be at j8 at 12 de. then this mich la. she stupidd.. dontknow how to take mrt so went to yck mrt station to wait for her. then hors, she take so long to come. then in e end 15 mins late. kaiyun was e earliest sia. she was 5mins early. cr reached e same time as us ba. then kevin was 1hr late. pei e band members buy e things that they need for band then jiu go do prjct liaos. we do until e table very messy. got food also. hahahhs. after that jac and denice came. dear made me call him abt 3times ba. then for e last time, when jac and denice was there. i called him then jac and denice were like teasing me. hahahhs. fun at first.. but when i put down e phone then they start talking abt what dear being my neighbour. denice asked me whthr issit true. thn they were like asking who shift. so i just say he gng england. i realised that i was unable to face e reality to him gng to england.

after that followed mich to go buy her things for her family needs. then jiu go hm le. supposed to go out and eat with dear, but instead we ordered pizzas. because of his leg. how long will it take for him to walk properly agnn? hais.. hope dear's leg faster okae ba. when i see his leg, i think of that idiot indian guy sia. his dmn attitude so rude lors. if he come this saturday, he better FCUK OFF. hate e sight of him..

counting down each day.. 25 more.

how am i suppose to face reality?

can all e impossibles be possible?

tearing each night wont help at all.