managed to drag myslf down to use e com to post.

before i slept ytd, called kaiyun and mei bcos dear said that they were looking for me. thn msged thm jiu go slp liaos. hais. i feel so useless cos i cnt even type a decent sms. hais. how to gt back to my original self? e long 24-hrs slp was long and torturous. i hate it. when i woke up, my whole left hand was numb and painful so i pulled out e needle. hv no appetite to eat so ddnt eat. haiis.

dear, why u so dumb? stayed up e whole night just to make sure i rly fell aslp? wad abt yrslf? u no ned to slp? im sry i lost my temper and threw my hp at u. sryys. frgv me, ya? just wanna tell u that no matter wad i do, may just be at a spur of anger, but dear, i will always still love u e same. nvr will it chng. i read what u wrote in my bk. sryys. i ddnt mean to rejct yr love. pathetically 13 more days. after that we'll break and pretend that nth have happened. i'll treasure u in this remaining days.

nvr will i tk it as nth have happened before.

it will be an episode in my life.