second post for e day.

was supposed to go for dinner at my granny's hse.. but i decided to give it a skip. cause i really cant put up a smile. tmr jiu is e start of the sleepover at dear's hse until sunday. hais. it meant to be fun de.. but i have no mood for anything now.. dear, im sryys. i think my heart wont be with e party..

i have been waiting for this sleepover party.. but everything seems to happen at e wrong time. hows? this time, its my own problem. i dont wish to worry dear. which mean that i have to put up a smiley face in front of all of them in this 2d1n activity.. hais. it really too difficult..

haiis. i dare not go think of e negatv side. all i hope is to keep my mind on e positv trackk.. dont let it wander off. haiis.. why must it be u!? i hope u wake up real soon. 12hrs over liaos. in e coming hrs, days, i hope u can pull through and sense that so many are worrying for ya.

i have been praying. but the Lord never seem to be answering my prayer.. what am i to do now? it has been quite sometime and there is still no news..