today wasnt in a good mood from e morning, cause my MOM gave me that kinda idiotic look early in e morning? lucky, kind uncle james came to my rescue agn and sent me to sch instead of my MOM. he is always at my rescue sia. also dont know why. btw he is dear's dad. hmMms, nth happen until geog. when ms racheal gt us into our grp to do e global warming thingy. then hors. realised gt nt enough time to do. everytime we meet there will be either ky or michelle missing. haiis. band packed them up with so much activities sia. how are they gng to do their project. gt quite pek chek with them today. also dont know why, frst time gt so angry in class. sryys- ky and mich.. i ddnt do it purposely de. dmn sryys.

after sch, my laopo, mei, mom, both my aunties, michelle, monica, jac and junyi went to eat. then mei and mich go eat instant noodle so didnt sit with us. then jac left and came back agn. monica and junyi left near 2 bcos she gt girl guides. when jac came back she go talk to ky. hahahhs. cause she looked dmn sad today. hahahhs. then went back to class. jac gave ky and i a lollipop each.. hahahhs. there is actually a story behind this lollipop. when i went back to class, dear called. we talked abt sth that made me couldnt tahan e stress of putting up that smile and break down in class. but i think no one saw la.. so nvm.. all of them were busy drawing on e whiteboard, so hopefully no one saw it.

went for badminton. then when sending mei and ky to e foryer. shauna dont know whthr issit purposely de or not, keep doing that smiley face. then i decided to just force myslf to put on that smile, though i think everyone could see through it ba. but i rly tried.

helping and advising others to put on that smile is much much easier than me asking myslf to put up that smile. i dont know why. ky promised to put on a smile instead of that sad looking face liaos. when can i promise myslf? im facing so many things that i dont know what to do

35 days; when can i smile?