whaas.. this morning got a shock out of my life sia ...

dear fell down from e stairs. say he dumb he really really is. e cast broke and then he hurt his forehead then got lost of blood. brought him to e hospital.. then doctor say that he isnt recovering much. his leg seems to swell up more.. i was like omgg.. then e doc say that his forehead that one is small injury.. put plaster then okkaes. haiis. how long alrdy.. and yr ankle not getting any better but worse.. see liaos jiu no mood.

drop by at church then saw pastor's hand with a cast. haiis. why is everybody getting injured!? realised that it was that fat indian boy that caused e injury on pastor's hand too.. haiis. he sucks lors. saw him todayy.. was too shocked with e news gvn by e doctor so ddnt bother to argue with him. but at least he came and apologise. he say that he ddnt knw that i was dear's stead. tell him liaos he dont blv thn frgt it lors.

went with kor they all to buy e church's groceries. hahahhs. we do that like every 19 of e mth.. hehehhs. sometimes vry tiring. but today one, not bad ba. we went to suntec and then shopped there. bought everything that was in pastor's list then jiu bring go back church hse. hahahhs. as usual we were gvn $2oo to buy e stuff.. and we use e remaining money to eat, play and take cab.. hehehhs. pastor allows it.. so why not..

why still no news? whyWHYwhy? HAIS.

i only want to hear what i wanto hear.. is that possible?

time is running out.. seeing yr ankle, my heart really ache.

but what can i do. u choose to hide e truth to me.

can i knw what e doc say?

u are my stead. how can i not be worried looking at e state u are in?

does tearing every night help?

haiis. i doubt so..

cause you nvr know.

and what you see is always e smile.

haiis. who sees e tears? who understands?

only meMYSELFandI