happy birthday rosani!

today found out tht some pple stead for 12 days liaos. but nvr say anythng lors. hiding away from us.. hahahhs. all e best to e both of u la. hahahhs. had a fun time teasing them too. to chuanrong- promise not to anymore from tmr onwards. lolls.

fcuk sia. i thnk alot of pple found out. gt tht bad mehs? hais. i lost control of it. last time i stil can stop it from happening. but now.. i cnt do anythng. e more i flex, e more obv it becomes. bt whn i relax, it is no better. i really gv up on myslf la. i donknw wad to do anymore. u guys wanna laugh go and laugh ba. i hv absolutely nth to say. go ahead ba. i rly rly don mind. if u all find it funny seeing me sleep and tremble, let yr laughter out ba. bcos tht wil be e kinda way celine is going to sleep in e coming years. i am no longer myself. when you left, my heart and soul left together with you. all this pain jus nth to me now. cause my heart is tons and tons more painful than anythng now. wanting to give up le.

hv to mk a decision for myslf by ths sun. and i hv decided. no one can stop me..

which is more torturing?