i gv up la. everything i do, its not good enough. everything i say, its not pleasing to yr ears. haiis.

im totally mixed up le. im nw at a lost. i donknw what to do anymore. teach me can, anyone. please. i promised nvr to lose any positn. but i lost one. im useless. im on e verge of losing another nw. what to do? i broke my own promise. hw could i!? haiis. all those are my hard earned work. nvr one dd i cheat or made use of relations. i managed all properly. haiis. dmn it la. wthh..

i donwan e whole thng to become like thm. can u understand? i am sryys, if in anyway i hv made u in a difficult positn.

what she said was actually true. haiis.