jus came bck from airport. stil unable to cope wit e lost of u.

hw? u leave le. i gt no one to rely on anymore. wad to do? i rly at a lost. i jus cant hlp it, my tears jus keeping flowing. seeing u turn and go, i rly rly dontknw wad to do. kissed goodbye? said goodbye? hugged? thnk thr is only ths few thngs ba. dance e last time, jammed e last time. all ths was jus part and parcel of wad we hv done today. staring into e blank, rly rly at a lost. wonder hw i go to sch. i jus cant stop cryng. keep missing u. its only a few hrs and i start to miss u alrdy. can u dont go? come bck pls...

i thought i was ready to let go, but now, e fact is im not. my mind not for even a sec could let me nt thnk of u. readng tht particular letter over and over agnn.. flashing through wad u said jus nw. i dont wanna break. bt, we broke alrdy. i rly treasure ths relatnshp tons and tons.

panadols help lessen e pain when u are in pain, lossengers help numb yr throat when u are havng a soar throat. is thr any medicine tht i can tk tht can lessen e pain in my heart and to make be numb?

lost for words.

gasping for breath.