my mood was no better today. haiis. i want not to blv. but can i?

aft sch went to do dnt. painted my box then kind enough help monica do her cam. kenna sand my own ppr. pain sia. hahahhs. but nvm la. donwan mk monica feel guilty. erms. aft tht went to eat lunch thn go mrt track down there sit. it has been so long since we last sat there. really missed those days whn all of us could sit down thr and hv fun. haiis. but all busy wit their own things now. hows? played what we used to played, kaijiao germaine and dalton.

made e 2 of them hold hands, kiss, hug, then say i love you. hahahhs. they so guai. took lots of videos. hahahhs. ger and him is like so dmn dumb. cheekwun monica and i keep telling each other e no to sabo them. thn ger and dal nvr tell each other e no. then in e end kenna themself.. lolls.

in e midst of sabo-ing, of course memories flashed back. and back to tht qn- shld i blv what i see?

iloveyou- i knw its nt true. for i hv tht trust in u.