what e hell is ths? is ths all i get aft loving u so much? im at a lost nw. heart crying out loud in pain. how how how? how can ths change be so sudden? i hv too many whys in my mind, causing me to be at a lost now. who wil hlp me sort out all my thoughts? is ths hw i shld be treated? i am at a lost. tell me tht what i hv read is nt true pls.. anyone? just tell me tht im seeing thngs. i jus wanna be assured tht i am jus imaging things. my mind totally confused at e moment.

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