haiis. e time nw is o8.2o.. i shld be thr nw, bt i am sttil at hm sitting on e fence. i donknw what to do. what if my determination fail me? and i am unable to ... i really wanna knw how i shld go abt doing thngs. i wished i hv someone to talk to. but definitely not you. i don understand why u wanna come back. u really shldnt. haiis. life sucks. it simply sucks. why are human always put in difficult positn. haiis. haiis. haiis.

i donknw hw to talk to u. haiis. u talked to me yet i walked away. i also donknw. i like owe u alot like tht. u are no longer mine, yet i am still relying on u. so what if u are willing? guilt will robb me, u get it? haiis. i thank u for all yr care and concern. but why must u treat me so well? whywhywhy?

life filled with donknw and whys. life filled with regrets and guilt. life being black and white. life filled with rejections and lonliness. who likes such lifes? u want them? haiis.

who wil come ans all e whys and donknw? who wil remove all e guilt and regrets? who wil chng those dull colours into bright colours? who wil? if only thr is someone like tht. haiis.