went to sentosa with jacjac- e doggy, andee- doggy's owner, cheryl, dal, mei, dakorkor, imran, shaunaMOM, monica, dianelle, rosAUNT&raddCUS. hahhs. played like siiaos. soccer`ed, volleyball`ed, cycle`ed, swim`ed, tann`ed. lolls. dmn fun. at e end of e day dmn tiredd. hahhs. totally went crazyy. at 3plus, e doggy's owner&cheryl left. swam to a corner to tan. hahhs. dal tired scaring us, but ... hahhs. only manage to trick monica. LOL. wanted to watch e sunset, but donhv. haiis. went hm.

like wad i posted ytd- ur presence really makes a difference. guess its like tht ba. afraid to get hurt, yet it seemed like a daily chore. do i hv a choice to whthr i hv to go through all ths? i really want to enjoy myslf&live life properly. but i don seemed to be able to. why cant i? haiis. i wished i knew e ans. sthh seemed to be holding me back, but i donknw wad. sthh seemed to stop me from gettng u off my head, but i donknw wad. haiis. im really at a lost.

do u understand e kinda pain im gng through each time u do tht to me? i wished u knew, yet i cant bear to show it to you. i seemed to be hiding away from e truth. i rather be always slpng, lvng in pig land whr thngs are perfect than to face e cruel truth.