FINALLY BACK`ED..


have been missing home fer e past few days that i was thr. got happy&sad laa. overall, im very sick now.


i went round searchng&searchng, but i cant find. i thought at tht point of time e purpose of tht thing&how i ddnt treasure it when i have it with me. thr&thn, i teared. nt because i couldnt find tht thng, but because i realised how impt it was to me&how i cant replace certain things. somethings are only gvn to us once&if i have tkn all fer granted&lost it. i cant get it back. i know how much i treasured tht thng whn i was gvn, im sorry. i can say i ddnt treasure it at all. maybe by looking at it thn, it was just a piece of metal made into a shape of the whistle with ur name on top of it. but nw, it should be more thn tht. in it, it contains e memories&days we shared. tears&joy. isnt all too late fer me to tear? i hv really regretted&hoping fer tht kindsoul to return tht thng to me. yrs passed&no news. haiis. i really hated myslf fer not treasuring what i have.


was totally saddened&went on e sea. hahh. i became e saviour wors. so FUNNY. whn i was on my way to somewhr, i walked pass ths shp laa.. hahh. thn gt e thng tht i was looking fer lehs. HEHHS. i was so happy. bought e LAST 2 lehs. hahh. so hengg..


went fer e thng tht i was supposed to. i guess you're right, but what can i do? e fact is like tht. i cant change it. i nvr knew all ths only till i was in sec2. how dumb can i be? hais.


to clap,
i ned 2 hands.
my hand is stretched out,
waiting fer urs.
but instead of grabbing urs,
i seemed to be grabbng false hopes&air.
contented i will be with ur smile.
empty promises&shadows,
i no ned.
more than just a word pls.