J thanks alot, for everything that you have done for me within this period of time. offering the best advice&always trying to put urself in my positn. sorry for having to disappoint you most of the time that you tried to talked to me. J, i knw you hv put much effort into all this&have tolerated through the whole time. J i really thank you.

finally able to free myslf tmr. stil hesitatng on my decision. i donknw what to do. what if i meet e dead end? will thr be a return? you guys wont mind such a friend, but e problm lies with myslf ba. i cant frgv myslf.

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