just came back from dinner? hahh~ or was it a meeting? donknw la. just knw tht i gt scoldng. kept quiet through out the scolding. hais

on my way back hm,

i thought abt what you said.

sorry, for losing control over my own mood. but i just cant help it. im sorry. i also donwan things to end up this way. i knw by saying ths nw, it cant help e situatn. but did you ever try understanding how much i have tried to put on a smile infront of everyone? maybe you will nvr knw, because you arent in my shoes. thus you arent able to understand how i feel. i just cant cope with what is happening to me&her. i just cant accpt e fact. i knw i made a mess out of everything today, all i can is to apologise. but ddnt i say ytd, tht i needed a break terribly? none of you allowed me to take a rest. i really cant ctn workng laa. you guys apprv of my break can anots? please.. i beg you all laa. im reallyREALLY tired. no one understand how i feel, no one. i also don expect you all to understand me. just want you guys to apprv my break. please?

you are one that,

irespectalot&lovealottoo.

imissyouterribly.

urabsenceishurtingme.

in need of a shoulder to lean on;

can it be you?