maybe im just envious or am i jealous? who can understand e mixed feeling? love&guilt, disappointed&regretful.


seeing the day brightens&darkens everyday, my heart really calls out for you. reachng out my hands hoping tht i can grab urs. leaning forward, hoping that you can catch me.

我想放手，可是我发觉我做不到。我不能让自己走出这寂寞又残酷的陷阱，把自己昆在这里。心里一天比一天沉重，我也越陷越深。把自己变成这样，是我自找的。不该是你的错。

why must i be e one comprehending ths complicatng&cruel truth?