Struggle in me,

a heart shattered into million pieces.

Slience calmed me down,

thoughts brought disappointments&anger.

A mixture of feelings,

a thousand different thoughts.

The love isn't pure anymore,

mixed with hatred, guilt&anger.

Inability to understand,

causing much distress&botherance.

No where to cast the blame anymore,

ain't gonna take anymore blames.

Seeking revenge lingering in my mind,

just wanting to get it back.

Changing inside out,

you forced me to.

Don't ask me why,

but I ain't carrying on.

After all,

reduced to tears.

Soon left with only ashes.

A lesson learnt after everything.