thanks granny- ILOVEYOUU ..

thanks alot for all e advice.

andyea,

now that i know e way, i don feel as lost as before. but somehow, i just don feel right. i cant explain it, but i really don feel right. i knw u hv tried ur best trying to listn to me, but ths feeling only tht person can put it back on e right track ba. anw, you hv helped me tons. thanks!

this morning had a long chat with granny. LOL. very long nvr chat with her liaos lo. today finally got e time&chance to. hahhs. i miss chatting with her la. it has been soSOso damn long ago. hahhs. was shocked this morning to see her, but in me- i really am happy to see you. hahhs. i mean everything that i said. i really love her. and i mean more than what i say. hahhs. glad to have such a great granny. always there to offer that listening ear&shoulder for me to cry on.

now that i know e way, its all uptome, whthr i should do it or not. do i actually hv e determintn to do so? haiis. be like a kid, be naiive. i really don think i can mk it.

hw many days hv past,
and thr is still no change.
will you ever hear my cries,
my worries,
or to see e tears that i shed for you.
i donknw what i want,
but right now,
i knw ineedyou.
i donwan e assurance of e oth dwarfs.
i just wanto to knw u wil be thr for me,
whn i fall.