schh today. chinese tchr come back liaos. whas, come back only ask us to do compo. sians sia. anyway e whole day all very sians. then maths start serious lesson le. hahah. okkays la. english that time, tio scolding lors. hais. whatever. i really don feel like doing that idiot thing la. but do i hv a choice? stupid websites thing. hais.


stayed back in sch to do e stupid homework? whatever, i got no comments about it anyway. hais. sometimes, things just don turn out e way i wished it to turn out. hais. went out with andrea today. WTH, sway la. i went to 2 places and i cant find it! hais. i really wish i could do something fer you. but why? thinkng of gvng you everything at a go. hais. i really wish i could say more than a sentence. donknw la. whatever im thinking and doing, is to bring trouble fer myself? hais. am i making my own life miserable?


today andrea asked me sth, stil stucked in my head. hais. i really donknw what to do. but you are totally at e back of my mind now, and whenever i think of you, i get none other but anger. i know you are nice, but i donknw how to even have you as a friend. im talking to you just because they keep asking me to. hais. i really donknw. im stuck in between you 3. i really donknw how can i do then i can please the 3 of you. fer you, can you pls hurry leave? please tk e frst leave, and step out of my life? even if i regret it, i had to live with e fact of it.


i regretted not trusting you CAN?
i want everything back CAN?
stop loving her CAN?
i want you CAN?
gv me a chance to trust you agn CAN?
i miss everything CAN?
wanting you back,
wanting everything back.
CANcanCAN ?..