very tired;
went to church then jiu home. hais. also no mood la. thinking of doing art ltr. i donknw what happen to me. this morning go church nvr even help out. just sit there and await fer e service to start. still looking at my hp waiting fer something. also donknw what i thinking. my brain's wrecked.


came back home, just sit infront of e tv and day dream. thinking of all e past. somethings just don work like a dvd player. where you can replay it or go back and watch it once more. or even letting you pause there to enjoy e scene. life don work that way anymore. its different.


just like that song. i cant go further than that part. its no longer perfect. because half way through i stopped. no feelings in it anymore. that song to me now its just a piece of ordinary song. it has no deeper meaning, than just on the surface. get it?


in life, many things arent like yoyos. once gone, there is no strings to pull it back. and i hv regretted throwing it out. now awaitng fer it to come back? totally impossible.