Sunday, August 27, 2006

fcuk.
ths morning,
its al a misunderstanding.
kays, i shal explain wad happen.
supposed to meet audrey, laywoon&kaiyun to do lit project at 11. its not that i dontknw that he is going back to e airport at 11 too. but its like my friends said frst before he told me? how do you think i should respond to it? i did say a BYE. just that you guys ddnt hear it. i did give him that hug&kiss he asked fer, just that you guys ddnt see it. he left, &i know i gv tht heck care attitude, wad kinda attitude do you expect me to gv? cry & show tht i cant bear fer him to leave? or do you expect me to tel him how i feel? or you guys cared was just to turn around & scream at me after he left. fcuk la. my relationship wit him is just tht complicated, cant ahs? need you guys to put ur hands into e whole matter? thanks alot fer waking me up from my dreams, but i rather be in it, can? i no ned u al to teach me on how to manage my relationship with him, &i aso no ned you al to tel me wad i should do abt his love. you guys are his friends, but it doesnt gv you al e rights to turn back & just yell at me. moreover i did bid a goodbye, did gv tht hug tht you all give, &tht kiss tht all of you gv. fcuk off lahs.
my relationship wit him,
i cant tk care of it myslf.
thanks fer all ur concern,
but its not needed.
thanks fer all ur advices,
but i know wad to do.

ate wit genny & some oth guys at mac, then went to j8 to meet chinyan, yufeng&stan. cheekwun, monica&junyi were there too. slacked around &then watch movie. lol. its was such a kiddy show lahs. &monica got scared. LOL. sent cheekwun to her lift there then go home. &THANKS CHINYAN FER ACCOMPANYING ME THIS AFTERNOON!

today just suck can!
just received a call from darren's bro, saying that his mum got into some sort of a car accident. and he is stil on e plane. so sorry. if its not fer me, then he will be there. sorry sorry.

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