filled wit anticipation each day as i go to sch, though tired but happy, because i know i will be able to see you. waiting fer you to walk pass my class, fer you to walk pass me. &each time you do so, i will watch you from where i am, putting away e tiredness. i am just satisfied to see you each day, to be a friend of yrs. &i guess just to see you, i HATE wednesdays. because i wont be able to see you. pass few days was deciding on whthr i should confess anot, but wad you hv done today make me feel that it wil turn out to be a ONEWAY love.

e way we walk pass each oth, like as though we were somewhat strangers. cant friends just say a hello?
e way we talk to each oth, is there nth else we can say excpt sch? cant friends talk abt something else?
e way we treat each oth, is this e best alrdy or am i askng fer more? cant friends treat each oth better?
e way we chat, why is it always me tht start e conversation, why cant you? cant friends chat?

am i minding too much? i really long to see him each day, even sat&sun. thats why i really HATE wednesday. each day it is only during that pathetic THIRTYmins that i get to see you fer FIVEmins. but i just cant face upto this feeling i hv in my heart.

am i gna just keep quiet&wait til my feelings died down, &pretend i hv nvr liked him before?
or,
am i supposed to tel him how i feel&because of ths feeling i hv, we cant even be friends.

troubled;
how to concentrate!