frgt to brng my wallet to sch today. ben was like so noisy in e car la, i was trying to get my last 1omins of slp in e car. &he made so much noise. he donthv to go sch lahs, while i hv to. thanks to him, there goes my last 1omins of slp lah.

today during maths, i reallyREALLY intended to listen to him teach. &i reallyREALLY wanted to listen. but i was too tired, &fell aslp. just dontknw why i cant keep myslf awake. during english, so BORING lah. e compre so hard lah, nvr intended to do. so cant be bothered. chatted with waiman&realised this- to read a chapter its easy, but its nvr sufficient. to consider it as revised, must really read all e details&rmb al. e best memorise them. so i guess wit this definition of study, blehs. i hvn studied a single thing.

&sth, e whole wk i hv spent it on e stupid art lahs.
mon- amk lib doing art.
tues- amk lib doing art.
wed- amk lib doing art.
thurs- bishan lib doing a little of art.

spending so much time on it, i hv only done one pathetic mindmap which i got a feeling its not right. i dontknw hw to ctn after listning to wad samLIM say today. gosh, felt as though i am miles away from wad is expected. know sth, i reallyREALLY cannot get another 0 or fail art. i dontwan a ___ under my art score at e EOY. pls, pass me.

tmr hvng eng oral, how!? my spoken english like shit. next friday gna hv english ppr, siaos lahs. wit my standard of english, bring me NO whr. its so unfair, why cant i be like my youngestSIS? so talented, so intellectual. english so profound. though shes only p3, but i think her compo is so much nicer than mine alrdy. her language used is so powerful. totally flawless fer her standard. hais. i dontwan b4 anymore. i wan an A fer my english de. PLEASEpleasePLEASE.

went to eat wit my parents&saw aaron. hahas. he was like starng at me fer abt 5mins, thn i realise it was him. korkor, sorry lahs. hahs. im blur mah, you dontknw meh? heheh.

wad a filial granddaughter i am. hais.
so SORRY, i ddnt know you fell down.
nvr go up&visit you.
&aso nvr call you to chat wit you.
knw you are disappointed.
&knw tht by saying busy its only an excuse.
so i just wanna say im SORRY fer neglecting you.

nth is more painful thn tht.
wad do i actually see in you?
i dontknw.