just came back fer training. gna hv lunch soon, then hv to go fer church. dontknw whthr got learn anythng from training or not, but al i know is im tired now. &agn, whnvr i am nthappy, i torture myslf til im tired. hais. why dont you allow me to train more just now? just let me lash it al out, wouldnt it be better? &yes, i stil hv e energy to ctn training, dont stop me. i'll nt train until im tired, i'll train til i die.

chatted wit someone last night,
thanks fer waking me up ba.

back to sq1, i ned a few more mnths.
tears, no more.
loves, no more.
smiles, no more.
pain, no more.
hurt no more.
care, no more.
concern, no more.
everythng, no more.
life is boring once more.