promised jacjac tht by tmr morning i wil get my mood settled dwn to study. but can i? i wil nvr let a drop of tears drop dwn infrnt of you guys once more, but does tht means more of tht wil drop down whn im alone? i dontknw. i am not a machine, click on today, click off tmr. time is wad i ned. yet time waits fer no man. but WHYWHYWHY!?


by doing so,
am i wrong?
i cant control myslf.
its not explainable.
but its just an affectn so strong.
dont blame me.
its yr words tht cause me to be hurtd.
tgthr wit yr actions.


she jus can wake up, neither does she wants to be in her nightmare.


was listning to some songs on my macbk. e Lord gives&tk away. yea, e Lord gives&tk away. fer tht period of time, He took away my darkness&had gvn me light. now, my light is tkn away. &ya, i know e Lord has a bigger plan. He has his reason fer me to go through wadever i am going through now. nevertheless, i stil praise&glorify Lord. because i know tht while recovering from al this, Hes wit me. and is always wit me. jus whn i know i am to breakdown, e Lord wil be just a prayer away. i nvr blamed e Lord fer wadever i am gng through, al i ask fer is fer me to understand His greater plans fer me.