thnkng of wad had happened to me.
askng&questioning why is ths happening.
searching in depth fer e answer.

after last night when i stared at e history bk fer 2hrs, writting notes, i realised nth went into my mind. my mind was thnkng abt oth things. i was just writting e notes fer e sake of writting it. no, ths cant do. exams are just a few days away. tht i am aware. but i just cant control myslf. thoughts running really wild, tears fall like noone business.

i hv lost myslf.
submerging in e hurt.
mind over heartheart over mind.

whn do i wanna wake up?
everything in a mess within myslf.
it cant do. it really cant do.

stop pressuring me le.
wo hui peng kui de.

history cannot repeat itslf.
on e day tht we get back our results,
i wanna smile.
dont wish to cry.

from e day tht i was sure to like you,
i lost myslf, my whole being.