dont feel like coming online. because of wad happen just now. in a fix myslf, nt sure of eveything. WHY!?

do you ever think i wanted this to happen?
do you ever know wads going on through my mind?
e existence of you killing me.
evry word you've spokn just hurt me.
get it? hais.
ni gen wo, shi zhu zai tong yi ge wu ding xia.
ke shi yao wo men liang xiang chu,
shi bu ke neng de.
bu yao zai fan zhe wo.
wi bu xiang zai ni men de mian qian beng kui,
dan bing bu biao shi wo bu hui beng kui.
jiu zhe yang.
wo wu hua ke suo le.

hvn decide e combination fer nxt yr. hais. i jus gt no mood to. dont separate us? hearing germaine's imagination of being in e same class wit al those ppl, eeks. dontknw lar. being in e same class fer 2yrs le. hahs. nw must get use to those? hahs. dontknw wad to say. cause really speechless.

class chalet nearing.
e last time e class is gna come tgthr.
i really want everyone to enjoy e whole time being together.
bt i dontknw hw.
because, everythng is jus liketht.
time nt enough, i dontknw wad to do.
sorry if thngs jus dont turn out well.

hw would i nt knw if you hv said ths to oth girl?
hw much do you love me? NONE.