Sunday, November 05, 2006

can i put it that way that im at a lost at e moment? i dontknw wad to do. i hv only like one more day to convince you to allow me to go fer e chalet. i really really wish to go fer e chalet. i dont know wads gng on through yr minds, but in mind, al i can thnk of fer nw, its e chalet. somethng tht i hv been working on so much fer e past few days. stil remembering e times during e sept hols, i start getting myslf busied over e chalet too. hais. i know, i know. thrs so many thngs tht hv gone wrong at hm, back here whr al e mistks i hv made. al e arguments, i apologise fer al tht now. pls allow me to go fer e chalet.

e reason why i put in al e effort fer ths chalet,
is because we dont know wads gna happen after we depart.
sometimes, while planning,
it took me back thinking of wad wil happen if there werent ths chalet.
are we gna just pretend tht we dont miss each other,
whn actually in our hearts we miss them?
are we gna start pretending tht l e times we spend together are nth,
whn actually in us, it is significant?
if whn we end ths chalet,
means tht we wont be meeting up anymore.
thn i rather we nvr go fer ths chalet.

somehw along e 2yrs,
when we walked onto ths journey not knowing each other.
we seems to hv lots of queries.
so many disputes in class.
if e class would to split at tht time,
i bet we wont feel a single bit fer anyone.
but it is after so long,
tht we hv moved on from strangers to friends.
tht we understand and start loving each other.
we began to care fer one another.
though in our midst,
our class is broken up into al e small cliques.
but if one day of school is without one of these cliques,
we would feel their absence.

though 2yrs might not be a long time, but e times that we hv spent together was truely significant. we may have crossed each other's path a couple of times, but at e end of e day, we're stil friends. towards ths class, i hv nvr thought so seriously fer it. nvr felt so hard fer it. al w while my thinkng of ths class is just a grp of pple tht i hv to meet everyday, &fer sch. but ji guess my perception of this class hv changed. it has really changed. they arent a just a grp of pple that i hv to meet everyday. but, tey are a grp of pple tht i wanto and love to meet them everyday.

e bond, love and everythng,
tks more than just words tht could explain.
but our bond and love is stirred up by hate.
&thts wad makes our class different from others.

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