just came bck from work.

today nt as bad as any other days, did beverage instead of service. easier of course, but burn my finger! noraishah sprained her wrist, shira was sick, ben on mc, haoran came late, jiaxin leave early. very few little people today, so now very tired.

dontknw what came over me, then i was totally indulged in my own thoughts. keep giving pple wrong food, making wrong beverage, giving wrong bill to wrong pple. sir was so damn pissed, he scolded me & resulted in worser performance. he ask me whthr i was okay & whthr i wanted to leave. then i told him no ned.

haoran came late, helped me out plenty. then pull me to staff room & asked me to work properly. he told me this, in whatever situation you are in, you arent in it alone. so dont think of it as individual mistake, but look at it as a whole. i was like, so chim? then he started telling me that maybe e love im seeking fer wil come, maybe it wil not. so why ponder so much?

hais. maybe hes right.
without you, i certainly dontknw how to leave.
without you, i dontknw wads e point of doing so.
without you, how could i hv ever survived til now.
without you, whr's e strive & motivation in my life?

haoran, thanks.