THIS IS MY 333rd POST :D


actually as e day goes near, i kinda thnk abt tht time. hais~ al e guilt build up in me, tht i dontknw how to explain it. maybe one day i wil get over it. or rather after whn you are over it. nt now, definitely cant be now whn my memory is stil so vivid. i jus wanna escape. i dontwan to read it on tht day. sorry, it was partly my fault. yet i aint doing anythng. or is thr anythng i could hlp out with to mk you feel less pain? dui bu qi..