last day of e yr le.
but dontknw why i dont feel happy or anythng.
everyone seems to be enjoying their last day of e yr,
hah? ths yr just sittng in e balcony & post.
while e rest is insd e hse, playing cards.
i just feel so out of pplace.

was fine ytd, felt so high last night.
bt nw, i dontknw. hais.

mentally tired.
e thoughts just drained al of my energy.
frgv me fer loving you, let me off.
i rly dontknw wad to do anymore.

btw, HAPPY ADV NEW YR EVERYONE.

to you, i pray tht yr nxt yr wil be filled with happiness. filled with meaningful purposes. pray tht you wil find e love tht you rly wan. i wil, wil.

ai ni e guo chen, yi zhu gou.
fer e last time of e yr, i'l say i love you.
no more no more.