my last post was 9thdec, hahah.
quite sometime back, so here to post agn.

went to bangkok, thailand. was quite fun. e food there wasnt exactly that great, but their delicacies were nice (: went there & shopped like crazy. bought a psp. oh, YAY! hahah.
&ya, most importantly, bought a skirt fer christmas. hahah. gna go accompany genny to get hers tmr. hahs.

came back got so little slp then go church camp. hahs.
my group,
ted, tim, bryan, ethan.
daomin, joy, hannah, deborah.
fer project supergrp, e gay rocks!
bryan & tim, ooh e senery is so beautiful, SO ROMANTIC.
fashion show, tim & me.
though we didnt win alot of e games lar, but stil FUN lor.

first night, did testimony, played cards with ahGOLD, ahBLACK, terrence, alcantra. &genny was watching us. so funny lar.
sec night, watch e dumb show, butt pain! then go boys dom & crapped with ahGOLD, ahBLACK.
third night, dontwan talk about it lar! sorry sorry.

through this camp learn many many valuable things. though i find e camp not as fun as the previous youth church camp. but through this camp, i woke up a lot. i wanna be proud that im a christian. dont just wanna be someone who claimed that has be rescued by christ, but one who has acknowledged e fact that im with christ. in the camp, had to write e testimony due to time constrain. &it made me think back on my spiritual life quite a bit. al e denial of christ i went through, al e foolishness, i realised how dumb i was. after watching that video clip on how He died on the cross for al of our sins, i realised that to be here its already a miracle. im a sinner in ned of his mercy & forgiveness. if its not fer Him, i doubt i can live life e way im living.

to persue a passion, its nvr easy.
but i wil try. i wil try to go through al e difficulties because i know al e sufferings that i have to go through its worth it. having a passion without a purpose its of no use.

i dontwan to be shy about raising hands, closing eyes in church anymore. because when im worshipping, its only He & i. there is no one else involved, so i guess al that i hv minded in e past are useless. he have gave us everything He had, i also wanna give it al, dont wanna keep anything back anymore.

in this camp, i hv been thinking a lot about my religion. dont wanna waste time denying that there isnt someone like Him. dont wanna waste time thinking whether is it true. dont wanna waste time anymore.

must thanks aunt carol. she did al our meals, nice food!



watched eragon with e church youths just now. hahah.
ros & radd coming to see my baptism! YAY (:
must email testimony tonight liao.