this 2 days cant go online because of e damn it earthquake. damn irritating. &because of e internet, i was caught in somewhat a quarrell lar. shant comment on it, stil angry now. xD

ths 2 days hv been out with agnes & jac. ytd went to buy new boots, today went fer dinner.
today, had friendly match with bowen.
alrights lar. we won by just a slight margin.
they were pretty much stronger than us.
maybe because luck lady was on our side, we won.
actually hv nvr really seen agnes play before, prev match she was pretty free. so today managed to see her. loll. shes fierce lar. hahah. but shes good sia. without her, gues wil lose.
i played during sec half, center thn change to left midfield. alrights lar.

this morning made ros wait. was damn sorry. & i regretted not coming to school early. hais.
tmr not gna watch movie with e rest, gng out with haoran to return e dumb uniform. hahah. xD returning uniform means, no ned work anymore. yay!

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i kinda regretted alot of my actions fer e whole yr. certainly this yr could hv been more ideal. thr was alot of chances gvn fer me to show myslf, but many times, i chose to shun. i choose nvr to use those chances to admit things, or to make things known. i dontknw wad i could do fer you at times in e whole yr. al i know was to hide hide hide. just whn i know how impt you were to me, its too late fer me to do anything. just when i know how to use those gvn opportunties, i realised it was e last. how dumb can i be?
through this yr, things hv happened. accidents hv occured. things done cannot be undone. so al e things that i hv done because of my foolishness, im sorry. alot of things ive done hv place you in a position that is very difficult. &im was just being selfish to only care abt myslf & nt you. to you, im very sorry.
ths whole yr, ive nvr made any right choice excpt fer getting baptised. oth thn tht, thrs alot of things i failed to do. i realised i aint worthy of you. if you&i really fated, why would this hv happned? situations hv told me to let go of you, but i choose to hold you close. how dumb am i?
you are nice. rly nice.

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somethings if i say it in chinese, it sounds like a kiddish thing. but if i say it in english it wil sound like a serious commitment. ive chosen to hold yr hand tight, nvr to let go. to love you openly, nvr to hide away. to hlp you whnvr youre in ned, to be thr fer you each time you ned someone thr, to be yr listening ear. i'l try to keep e promise ive made to myslf. nvr gna disapoint you anymore. LOVES