doubting myslf once agn.
contradicting myslf over & over agn.
dragging, procrastinating.
doing al sort just to run away.

you said i hv wad it takes,
but you know wad?
i donthv. maybe in e past i hv, but now, nth at al.
ive lost myslf that very day when i dropped a drop of tears,
imagining e worst, because of
so dont trust me to do a good job.
trust her instead.
kick me out, its to yr advantage, &everyone else.

i aint trustable, aint reliable.
irresponsible, reluctant to move, work.
lazy & moreover brainless.

so just leave me alone, bcos i prefer e slience.
dar i love you <3