ever since school start, dontknw why everyday i hv ths weird feeling. dontknw wad i should do then wont have that feeling. hais.
started msgng in class & al e nonsense, played, crapped.
only until i talked to mrlee, then i started settling myslf down to study.
started studying at home whenever im free.
started gaining interest in subjects that i dont like.

but my interest just aint on studies.
i wanna excel in my ccas.
now that im gvn a chance, you dont allow me to go.
pls i beg you, let me go fer both of my ccas. i wil study de, i promise. my studies wont slack, i just wanna keep this 2 ccas. pls dont ask me to gv up on any or go slow on any, because i really wanna treasure e last yr of having ccas. by e time nxt yr, hv to step down alrd. just let me pls? please. dont write that letter.

its only through spending time on my ccas, then i wil be able to keep myslf occupied. i wanted to try to help you, but just that i dontknw wad to do fer you. by guessing on who it is, i feel both happy & sad. if my guess is right, i know i wil lose you. if my guess is wrong, i know i wil nvr hv you. no matter wad, just smile.
i'l hide, hide under e mask that i put on daily.