shen bing chi yao hui hao.
xin bing chi yao hui hao ma?

when worked, &i get sick & tired of it, i quit.
when playing games, &i get sick &tired of it, i stop playing.
when im out, &i get sick & tired of it, i return home.
when im runing, &i get sick & tired of it, i walk.

but why, when im sick & tired of it now, i cant choose to stop.
why is taking a break not one of e options?
or maybe slow down a little.

im tired of catching up with e fast pace.
dont mind taking e back seat, slowly progressing when ppl are running.
yes, we're al on e same race, but we're going through different experience.
they've got e determination & e stamina to go through everything.
but i dont. i dont mind watching them surpass me.
as long as i know what im doing. as long as i know i'l complete e race.

i know im lagging behind in alot of things, trying hard to pick myslf up.
so stop rushing me alrights.
al of yr consistent reminder & whatsoever you cal that are just irritating me.
i am aware of what im doing, just let me be.

just love being stuck in e past, its me & not you.
so you dont hv e rights to comment abt anything.
i am who i am. thats it.

you arent gna influence me in anyway that im thinking,
because you arent me, & you practically dont understand me.
so stop acting as though you understand me.
save those tears & saliva. dont waste it on me.
by keeping quiet, it'l be a greater help than speaking so much.