church in e morning.
went fer some stupid CEC thing.
seriously its a total waste of my time, no offence.
cheryl hse agn!! its like my second home alrd.

just a thought that raced through my mind while i was slacking at home;
maybe if i hadnt knew you, my life would be different now. e one that im msgng at that v moment would be another. however, if without meeting you i'l not know & find the happiness of true love. picturing myself not knowing you, not recognising that fact, being so happy, leading a nearly perfect life now. honestly speaking, put me in that fer the next 3 months, & throw me back to this hell after that. though im leading a life that i dont really adore much now,i still enjoy being here struggling with my every thought. because thats how love should be isnt it? fer me, i understood whats love throughout e whole thing, &fer that, i encouraged myslf to walk on this journey. to endure until i see & learn more in life.

very crap laa. just some crazy thought of mine.