i wanna do something useful to my life now.
thinking of joining swim club.
or rather can say most probably will join.

argh, but got alot of things to consider.
- will e club accept me?
- will they put me into their team?
- will i be able to cope with my studies?
- will i be able to be present fer all 12 trainings?
- will i be able to catch up with those that have alrd undergone trainings?
- go there can make peace with coaches & training mates ma?
- will i hv anyone i know there?
- or would i see ppl that i wouldnt wanna see!?

e training schedule sper hectic. !!
one day 2 sessions of trainings.
_ 0630-0830.
_ 1830-2030.
trainings are on tues to sundays! lol..

seriously will be damn tiring. haha.
if i really would to join e trainings.
thn everyday i'l go sch a 0930? 1000?
i'll miss half a day. hais.

seriously, i wanna join. if only my studies wouldnt be affected.
but how can i assure something likethat. alamak! ):
am i doing it because its his request?
or am i doing it because ive got e passion fer swimming?

so many qns. yet i cant seem to find my answers.
am i gna return to my primary school life?
with trainings every alternate days?

tp pool, i miss you! haha. ((:
all e fun in e pass.
if i go back there, can i find it back?
tp pool, tell me that you miss me!
-.-


i wanna catch e show with YOU!