out with xianwen, long & paula.
damn long nvr see them alrd. haha. we're like gna meet more often. haha. thats what they say. anyway, today intended to just meet fer breakfast. but then end up went to watch fantastic4 & lunch. LOL! talked about alot of things. haha. they stil talked about jc?
mhmm, if things were stil e same, maybe i would wanna go there. but as fer now, gvn yjc, im alrd more than happy. what else can i ask fer? being in an environment liketht, what else can i hope fer? how well do i expect myslf to do? haha. you guys ask me to study, not to gv up. sometimes things are easier said that done. yr studying environment is very different from mine. you guys hv test like 5times a week. while i can hv none a week. thats e difference. moreover, im like e only one doing combined science laa. maybe you al wouldnt know how i feel. but thats how i feel. wherever you guys are, i just cant end up there. cause im not those study type.
ever since i left marymount & came to deyi, my life has most probably tkn e most drastic change ever. im can nvr find that determination to mug from morning til night like how i used to. my mind is always on sth else. theres just somethings where you guys are capable of, & im not. i know you guys are pretty much disappointed in me laa. but theres nth much i can do, gvn e environment im in. this is not what i seek fer. from e day that e 4 of us set our minds on doing well, we aimed fer e best we can ever be. to go to e best schools our marks can bring us to. &e results is this, you guys are in mgs, scgs, tpij. while im only in deyi ba. haha.

sorry guys.
at different points of our lifes, we just cant walk e same journey. we'l hv to say bye & go according to where our abilities can bring us to. you guys have a much brighter future ahead ba. (:   theres no more such thing as mcs? where we can study tgt. tgt in e same jc? haha. vj? acjc? sajc? cjc?  they arent mine.