sch is seriously tiring.
had lessons e whole day. can say only understood abit. somehow my heart isnt with me laa. just keep thinking of other things, keep staring at my hp. spending e whole morning entirely like an idiot ):  theres so many things racing through my mind at e same time, which to attend to? al e different thoughts, on e same thing. with every possibilities, but which has a greater chance of happening? solve it like a mathematical qn, tel me e most precise & more exact ans.

joshua, thanks fer e gift (:

sometimes things rly dont turn out e way it was supposed to. e contradiction of matter causes me to lose much hope in things. sometimes i really wanna prove that i can cast al this worries& troubles aside, &concentrate on my studies. but its always in vain. al e effort i put in to prevent myslf from falling deeper, made me fell even deeper than i ever know, unknowingly.

racing through e race of time, i may be oblivious to e surrounding. but just somehow you mattered to me that i paid more attention to you. would you even care how i feel? would you?

just like a star in e sky.
appearing to only lit up that small circumference around it.
nvr wil it know hw many lives had it lit.
neither would it know how many are staring at it.
brightly lit up in e sky.
shinning & not bothered.
hw thn you'l know i do exist?