before i start posting, which ive got so much to say today. i must say this,

THANKYOU CHEEKWUN! 

YOU RLY SAVED ME ALOT ALOT!

I'L TK GOOD CARE OF IT!

THANKYOU SO MUCH (:

a day is always filled with laughter, joy, peace & ofcos ANGER!

my morning was started of with my mum's nagging. how not right. but its a sunday morning, so i shant bear any grudges. nt mentioning abt those horrible off-pitched naggings, she made me wait like 2omins odd fer e grand arrival at e kitchen. i couldnt hv made use of tht 2omins to slp. &as usual, i hate my family member to make me wait, esp on a sunday morning. so my face was slightly black, but not fully.

in e car, she started complaining abt anything under e sun. so i pretended nth is gng on. i plugged in my earphones, &started drowning myslf in those songs. &as i was understanding those meaningful lyrics, thinking of how 1 week have flew just liketht, my mum was carrying on with her naggings. thts how she makes time faster fer herself, &slower fer e 3 other pathetic souls in e car.

after e drive to sunplaza, i learnt e most valuable lesson ths whole wk, &thts..

ALWAYS GO CHURCH ON A SUNDAY MORNING YRSLF. (:

my morning agony just didnt end likethat after i stepped out of e car. due to e lack of pieces of notes in my wallet, i had to ask her fer money. &so i did. instead of responding to me, she pretended as though she didnt listen! zipped her handbag right after i posted e qn in e lift. pissed, i got out of e lift. 

bought my usuals, filet-o-fish with milo.

its BCC's 2oth anniversary. (: so yeah, during worship my mind just drifted somehow. i wonder why. prayed & prayed. but stil distracted. ): ! tel me why! nevertheless, i did try my very best to cast my worries aside, &rly worship e Lord. thanked him fer His provision thus far (:

took a ride from genny's dad &went to 1100. 

during e youth-led worship, i rly was able to worship. thank e Lord fer answering my prayers. e baby guessing contest was funny! haha. followed by lunch. met up with nat! loll. long time no see(:  hes totally changed. from a super childish & so-not-gentlemanly guy. he became more refined? more gentlemanly? loll. &he got slang. started chatting abt jolynn's boyfriend? haha. super stupid! 

flower with petal.

left with just a shell.

LOLLL!

my mum dao me agn la. cause i needed to go watch e plp against ntu match. so i asked her to drop me at hub. she pretended not to listen agn, &drove me home. i almost screamed at her. but i stopped myslf. just SO super pissed with her today. dad was nice enough to drop me off at hub. &off to meet agnes & jac.

ate at heartland mall, &went to see e match. wow! missyeo is super fast la. haha. &HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISSYEO! i gv her e best bday present on earth man! e chance to see me on her bday ! (:   loll. bus-ed back to serangoon central. thn home. 

&as i was so-called watching e tv. like eyes on them, bt ears were listening to my sisters nonsense. usually they speak nonsense la. but today there were ths small lil section of their childish conversation that woke me up a lil. they were talking abt friendships. haha. it may seems as a mature topic, but to them at their age, its just sth like i friend you, i dont friend you.

my younger sis.

my youngest sis.

this is like e dontknw how many times yuting have decided not to friend me. she always prefers new companies. after awhile she'l be back to us agn. what does she treat us like!?

hahahaha. so you also face this kinda problms? recently valerie just dont want to friend me. i also dontknw what to do. but im kinda sure that she'l be back to e same clique in no time la. 

ths is like an occuring trend?

ya, i think so. but i think e part when they come back to e grp. we'l al treat them e same as before they left. we welcome them stil, although we know that she'l most probably choose not to friend us once more.

what makes you think each time she leaves she'l come back?

are you dumb or dumb? look at jie. after a child goes out & play, he/she wil come home & seek fer comfort? isnt that what jie everytime do?

-i had totally no idea when i was included in their conversation.-

yeah, i agree. yuting wil most probably return la. 

thats fer sure la. worry so much fer what! go tk chips fer me to eat.

orh.

jie, dont you think so? after everything, ppl wil come back de. &dont you agree that friends always treats friends e best. even if you nvr see them fer a very long period of time, their warmth & care wil be there. haha. friends wil always be there la. 

-i just nodded my head.-

talk to you like talk to wall. gdnights.

&after she left, i rly thought of what she say. its kinda true. didnt know my sis had such great capabilities of speaking such great sense. at times we take ppl fer granted, but when you turn back. they are always waiting fer yr return. haha.