haven't been posting fer the past few days. its either I was busy on the phone with Jo, or I'm just too tired and lazy to blog.

on Thurs night, I was busy SELF - ENTERTAINING and I slpt quite late. haha. on Friday, celebrated linmin's bday and headed home straight after that with Andrea. slpt fer about 3 hrs, woke up and went to meet the Almighty Jo (: was late fer half an hr, hahaha. so sorry. ate at swensens, sent her home and home.

theres alot of things that are totally beyond my control. including your thoughts. so why make yourself so miserable to mind every small little things that I do. and I seriously won't change whatever that I'm doing, cause I practically don't see a need of why I need to.

today was quite fun la. haha. did alot of things that I use to do in the past. haha. but made me think alot too. I can't be selfish to always think of my own happiness and neglect others. I may be very happy when I'm doing certain things, but at the same time, there is also ppl that are equally worried fer me.
met Jo at the crossroad near her hse, and went to lunch tgt. met Ken and Shawn, then went fer Resonate.

went shopping with my family. had to buy some formal clothing fer don't know what kinda family dinner which requires us to be in formal clothing. haha. was kinda boring at first when I couldn't find anything nice. but after when I got myself into the shopping mood, was kinda happy, but too bad, the shopping mall had to close. haha.

"don't ever ask me why, my heart is so disguised.
I would rather hurt myself than to make you cry."