I'm no longer the one I used to be anymore.
dont ask me why, because I wish I knew the reason.
There's just sth wrong with the way I think. Thinking of all my actions, I feel so ashamed of myself. Its not that I'm not bothered about my responsibilities, or am I not appreciating the opportunities given by all. I know by saying that I'l be responsible fer all my actions will not make up to all the disappointments you guys have in me, but I really don't know what else I can do. Give me some time, let me be alone. Let me accomplish the things that I want to before I go back to handle all my responsibilities.

Cca orientation is boring. The atmosphere just isn't right. But who cares! I went to school in the morning, loaded up the video that I rushed through the night to get it done with much help from Jo. Slacked around with the soccer players, watched the parade and pds performance. After which, I went to Jo's hse to pick her &we went back to our school to watch the rest of the performance. Hahaha. Mnd was cool (: So was band. Everyone beside me was like shouting, shortie youre so cute.

Went J8 to eat Jo's favourite LONG JOHN SILVER, &headed to Sembawang. Intended to go to the beach but it rained. The last time when we wanted to go to Pasir Ris beach, before we reached the beach, it rained too. We ended up slacking at the bus interchange, waited fer 882. Met Shawn, Ying & Clarence too. They too very long to recognise us! Had Resonate, did some math and home.

I'm tired, physically & mentally.