monday.
had soccer pt training. I couldnt even run properly, was feeling damn sick and those stitches was killing me. was supposed to meet Jo at hub, but was too lazy to walk there, decided to take the bus. lol. and when I board the bus, I met her on the bus. walked around in hub, she came over to my place fer dinner. was quite a tired host ytd, sorry. btw, Shawn came too.

today.
woke up having a bad headache. but I stil insisted on going to school. didnt do pe, spent like most of e time during the whole day slping. wasted my time today in school. went to meet mum, and just had my hair cut. lol. when I tie it up, it has practically not much difference. ohwells, who cares.

damn, my rubik cube is gna turn all white soon. shit la. at e end of the day, I bet I would be like a fool just solving a 5 white phase 1 black phase cube. SAVE MY CUBE !!! but maybe it wil also help remedy my addiction fer e cube. I work on my cube more than I do anything else -.-

felt useless and hopeless today aft reading the text. idk why, but just that way.
as much as you dont want me to lead a carpark life, is as much as I dont want you to pierce.
as much as you worry sth wil happen to me, is as much as I worry that it'l get infected.
aft thinking, idk why im so bothered. theres nth i can do if you insist on having it done. no matter how angry i am, it wouldnt seem as if you wil not do it. so yeah, maybe i really shouldnt care. it your choice, not mine.
even if Im angry, do I have the right to be? I guess I dont.