thursday.
the first half of the day was seriously boring. those so called motivational talks were singing us to sleep. went to walk L change the world. well, it was a really good show. go catch it! haha. went to school to watch the sec one camp, thought it would be a nice one. but yeah, it turned out to be the way none of us would imagine it to be. horrifying juniors we've got.
didn't felt like going home, went to walk around in central with the group of ncc guys and Irene. home soon after that.
where were you?

friday, leap year.

went with the class to ngee ann poly. our last day of the camp! normal lessons will resume next week and intensive chinese will start soon ): ohwells, took some class photos together with the envoys at the entrance of the school of business.

missing those days where we sat at that corner together,

crapping through lessons and sleeping during lessons.
the one that used to wake me up to listen during lessons,
nag at me when i'm fooling around during lessons,
make sure i do my work. haha
the super nice guy that calmed me down bef my first match!
this should be the first time i'm taking photo with the HornyHey!
the panda!
he mastered the 4x4, because of me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINYAN(: !
the leap year baby. was supposed to celebrate his birthday on thurs, but something cropped up so there weren't a chance. haha. hope you like your present, and also, enjoy your 4-years-one-time birthday! loll. once again, happy birthday, boy!and yup, the 4year old among the sec4s.
honhey just wanted to be part of the photo. so yeah, there he is, hiding behind the both of us with his head popping out. loll.
seemed always paired up with this guy.
i still rmb how he helped me pass my POA EOY last year (:
thanks.

okay, that was just the first half of the day. the second half of definitely more interesting because i met up with someone i have not seen fer a year. the last time i saw him was someday when he had finally decided to appear in school, and then disappeared the next day. someone that i never know when i would see him in school again. so yeah. we went to watch the leap years together. thought it'l be fun to watch it in a cinema with so many other deyians. but yeah, it turned out otherwise. was rather embarrassing! haha. thanks fer the movie ticket (:
went to lunch at long john silver and monica joined us. after which, we walked rounds and rounds in junction8 and finally decided to walk to amk hub. took photos along the way and talked about almost everything. hahaha. wheeeeeee! alright, its not that far uh. from j8 to amk hub. LOL.
thanks fer the present ! went to mos burger fer dinner and home.

went out with him. and yes, he is VALENTINO.
my highly rumored boyfriend since last year.

on the way to amk hub.


i was forced into the bushes!

thanks fer telling me those stuff though, you could have not said. i couldn't deny that i was upset, i was angry, i was disappointed. but eh. i'm not gonna say don't do it again, cos i don't want you to assure me fer the sake of not wanting me of worry. all i'm gna do is to pray that you will be fine and to think twice bef doing anything the next time.

couldn't really sleep the whole night.
i feel so far away from where i actually was. i don't know why too, maybe its because i think too much. well, i wished i was really thinking too much. like what all of you said, the drift is inevitable. used to not blv you guys, but yeah, the outcome have proved otherwise. and at least, i got my doubts cleared fer now. am still contradicting myself though, just hope i'l pull through all this shit that i'm going through.



saturday.
went out to study and home.

i thought i would be a fool if i hadn't treasure you,
but i realise i was a greater fool to have loved you.

the day that i fell aslp beside you just kept coming back to me. but after what have been said and done, i doubt there will be another time. whatever it is, its your choice, and i've got no say. pointless fer me to utter another word.

how not affected am i supposed to be?

unexpected turnouts;
goodnight love.