i need someone that i can really talk to, like now. fer me to say anything i want freely, fer me to pour out whatever that is troubling me. 

idk if i'm pissed, worried or disappointed. maybe its all 3. idk. 

pissed cos you say you will, but you didn't.

worried cos idk if you're fine.

disappointed cos i feel that you don't care.

so why should i? maybe i should just leave you alone.