last day of the compulsory study camp we had in school. 

took quite a number of photos in school today. will upload it when I have the chance to, cos right now, I'm seriously damn lazy.

did all sorts of experiments today. chemistry and fer the first time, physics. it was all about mathematical calculation, but nevertheless, it was kinda fun. we had jokes on the pants that Irene wore too. out of all 3 days, I believe today's was the best out of all(:

down with slight flu, sniffing my way through. 

must have caught a cold last night, and it had almost rained since the time I reached home until not long ago. determined to finish up all my loose ends, but was carried away by those thoughts and staring at the ripples left behind by the raindrops. fer the first time when I reach home so early, I don't have the dying desire to get out of the hse again or sleep. I sat by my bed, staring and thinking.

Been in such a mood fer going to a week, its definitely not dwelling in self-pity. but i've also realised how foolish I was to let it go. I am supposed to have gotten over it, and I am supposed to be fine with it. I thought I would be, I thought I am. It was pure happiness right before, I had smiles on my face every morning I wake up till the time I would shut my eyes. Refusing to acknowledge I would not bear to let go, reluctant to admit the fact that I can't take it, I let it off. Give it back to me now. 

I don't know if you're feeling unhappy, but I think you are. 

I don't know how I can make you feel happy, or how I can make you smile. Not being there with you, I can't really uds what you're going through. But I just want you to know, that no matter what, don't let anything affect your mood, cos it wouldn't change the fact. Don't get bothered about what people say and do, cos you'll still be who you are. Don't get pissed, cos that person won't know, and even if that person knows, that person doesn't care.