went to the hospital today.
she looked so much better as compared to ytd. hopefully she can walk real soon (:
the good news is- she is starting to eat ! wheeeee.
you seemed too cold to be true today. somehow i still cannot accept the way you treated me today at the hospital. it seemed as though the one that i have chatted with online fer 3days ago had disappeared. someone who is so forthcoming, someone who have always claimed she loved me the most.
it all started from the christmas incident. when i thought it was just a simple misunderstanding. cleared the following week. but it dragged on. your family started to drift way further that it seemed on the surface.
after that incident, it has certainly brought ben, paul and I closer. but the real pity is, the elder sister that had loved me dearly become so strange, so far.
i can get close to the brothers anytime any day. but right now, i wonder how long ltr, will we be able to get close like the past again. and i suppose, it'll take sometime. cos those harsh remarks, just can't be simply forgotten.
i sincerely pray that, whatever i have been hearing and thinking just isn't true. and you're still that jie, since i was born till now. no change.
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