went to school in the morning. well, i don't feel like a sec4 at all. trying to start my revision, but i doubt its starting at all. i'm slacking most of the time. 

its been dragging, and i wanna give it up. 

i'm trying to, maybe one month ltr things will be different.

i don't know how to express myself. 

but i do feel that way.

the only time when i feel needed and loved, is when you need me.

when you don't need me, i blv i'm just one that is standing in yr way and you dying to get rid of me.

though it'll hurt, but just let it be once and fer all ba.