26Aug
Finally am 16! hahaha.
thanks fer all the wishes, all the gifts, hugs and so on. :D
Resonates-
heh, thanks love! fer the beachball, fer the crown and the meal. i know i haven't been attending church fer quite sometime, well. i'll really try to get myself back there. trust me. i'll be there someday soon. thanks fer remembering, and bothering to take time out from your busy schedules to celebrate fer me :D love.
Dwarfs, snow white & giant, audrey-
thanks all :D fer the bottle, the big card and the cake. guess i haven't been a really good friend fer this whole period of time. :x really thank you fer the shocking surprise. i didn't know it was meant fer me until when we were taking group photo! haha. thanks people. i love you guys. :D
Jo-
thanks fer the gift girl. ha, i love pooh! LOL. alright, i really hope to see you soon! can't wait fer hols, cause thats when i know i'll gna have yr company again! hahaha. I LOVE YOU TO DEATH!
Horny-
hey, thanks fer the pudding :D i sorta finished the edible part of it eh! hahaha. thanks thanks. :D

okay, i blv i would have missed out some. sorry :x

28Aug
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE, PINDONG :D
Germaine, I finally celebrated my birthday without having to share the cake with you! Aww. Lol. The silly girl cried when my birthday was celebrated on her actual day and she didn't get to blow off my candles. haha.

29Aug
was teachers' day celebration.
the first lady visited our school. performance was rather good fer this particular celebration. &as usual, the most anticipated performance every celebration, deyi military band. got the video. shall upload it someday, when I have nothing better to do.

30Aug
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIJUN! :D
school was in such a awkward silence today, without band and ncc. Rosani, Kaiyun & I seemed to be the only few in school.

Term3 has finally came to an end. Ytd seemed only to be the start of it. Time really pass real fast when it is the most crucial at this point of time. Guess its really time fer me to get serious, and get down to my work. O's are so near that I'm starting to freak out. Its just much undone, but too little time left.

Sometimes I really wish I could comprehend my own thoughts. Just because I do not know what exactly I want, I ended up hurting you again and again. I really wish I could spare your agony. &if you asked, I swear I've never lied to you bef. All that I've been saying, I really mean it. You're still as important to me, You're still as dear to me. It hadn't change, and I blv it wouldn't change.

I've ever had you so close to me, holding on to you so tightly, given the chance to never let go. Cherishing the every moment spent with you. But reality smacked me hard enough, that I'm not allowed to be selfish to keep you beside me. Someone like you should deserve someone more worthy, someone more capable of providing you what you really need. &that I'm just not the one that you should spend months dwelling on.

Hence, until the day when I know how to handle all that is going on. Until the day when I am worthy enough to be just a friend of yours. Until the day when I'm sure I wouldn't be the reason of those tears. Until the day when I'm sure I wouldn't take you fer granted. I would look up fer you, to honour my promise with you.
Trust me, I would appear at your door step. I really would.
You've promised to wait fer the coming of this day, did you?

It's a promise sealed with a kiss.
The kiss that spoke a thou words that only you & I know.